...quiet, about a lot of things...
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
A Shift
When I started writing this blog, I stood back and just took a look at my life and told "stories."
It's just that the stories I would tell now, are sorta scary to me. I find very little fodder these days. Bummer. I miss fodder.
As I have grown to "know" you, I have started to be more honest, than entertaining. Now I feel the need to cover it up a little. I feel a bit exposed..and my response is to clam up.
Pardon me while I pry my mind open again.
Just go about your business. It's really boring to watch..Shouldn't take that long.
It's just that the stories I would tell now, are sorta scary to me. I find very little fodder these days. Bummer. I miss fodder.
As I have grown to "know" you, I have started to be more honest, than entertaining. Now I feel the need to cover it up a little. I feel a bit exposed..and my response is to clam up.
Pardon me while I pry my mind open again.
Just go about your business. It's really boring to watch..Shouldn't take that long.
7 Comments:
Wull, helk. (we always say 'helk' because 'hell' is a bad word. Anyway, so says my Jacob.)
While you are prying, remember that we still love you. We will wait.
While we are waiting, here's a little something from Nancy Willard: "Our memories, too, make journeys. What is lost comes back to find us when we need to be found."
Shouldn't take that long.
Take the time you need, be quiet about a lot of things, and we will be happy to see you when you feel comfortable coming back.
Can't we watch the prying?
Hmm, makes sense... I'll be here!
You are a wordsmith and a wonder. In your own time! :)
I understand the need to hold back. I've been there. I, for one, hope that you will find a way to put it into words that you feel comfortable sharing, because that is your way. When the time is right you will know.
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